Saturday, January 30, 2016

Just being busy!


                                                     Feels like I have kept away from blogging since a month though it is only 3 to 4 days. My readers keep on asking why the blog wall appears the same as I have last written a prolific write up; “The Innocence.” Received a wide range of comments and review on it. Thanks for all those who mailed.

I’ve been a bit busy with my job and in between an adventurous ride to pick up things for a close ones sister’s marriage came up. Soon it will appear in the blog.

I’ve had two bigger poems to review by two foreign writers too in between. The month ends here up. But wait! There are more posts before I wind up. Just keep looking folks.

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Innocence!




Look at me! What do you see?
What can you infer? Do I look immersed in sublimity?
Rvadimor often quoted “You are the brilliance of beauty”
Helia doesn’t make any sounds now, nor is she restless. She stays in the
clutches of my hands without hopping. Do you know why?
The knuckles of my hands pain with joy! Can you see them bruised?
Look at me! Look into my eyes.
Are they frightened or on the verge of breaking down?

Roses are my life. Rvadimor intentionally asked me to pose for him with
them to create his masterpiece. Don’t just look on my face. Try to feel
me.

My attires cover up my sunken and abused feminity!
Still, you just look at me.
Rvadimor would have hated your looks on me. I was his love and
pleasured abuse; high in the ranks among the womanhood he found lusted
in!

Because I was Aileen Mariott Rvadimor!
Hanging on a wall now, with the splendor of Rvadimor’s talent; fearless yet
frightened.


Monday, January 25, 2016

The Fog of Bwindi: A short film by Anna Bohlmark



"The 24-minute film highlights the predicament of the Batwa Pygmies of Uganda who were "evicted" from the Bwindi backwoods to make a national park for the preservation of mountain gorilla"


                                    
                            Sweden-based columnist and narrative movie producer Ms.Anna Bohlmark has had a remarkable display of her 24-minute film, “The Fog of Bwindi” , which highlights the situation of the Batwa Pygmies of Uganda who were "expelled" from the Bwindi timberlands in 1991 to make a national park for the preservation of mountain gorillas.

"Mountain Gorillas"
A passionate animal lover, she recounts that she was doing a research on the gorillas and found that the forest inhabited by them had a very mind gripping story. A story of the pygmies, who have dwindled in number but of which the survival status shows over a thousand years. The Bwindi Impenetrable Forest is an abode to some profound biodiversity, an exotic conglomeration of varied plants and animals.

Even since time immemorial, the forest was the natural habitat of an indigenous cult: the pygmies of Batwa; more often known as “The Keepers of the Forest.”

This is how Ms. Anna remarks about the people in Bwindi.
“The historical backdrop of this small people is long and rich. The Batwa have made due by chasing little amusement with bolts or organizes and gathering plants and natural product in the downpour woods. They lived in cabins made of leaves and branches, regularly moving looking for sustenance. The Batwa have lived for a considerable length of time in amicability with the timberland and its animals, including mountain gorillas. A few anthropologists evaluate that the Pygmy tribe as the Batwa have existed in the central woods of Africa for a long time or more. In 1991, the lives of Batwa dwarfs changed until the end of time. The Bwindi Impenetrable Forest is a National Park and World Heritage Site to secure the 350 mountain gorillas inside of its fringes.

The Batwa were driven from the recreation center and since they had no privilege to the area, was not given any type of remuneration. The Batwa have therefore gotten to be exiles in an obscure world, without backwoods. Numerous Batwa kicked the bucket amid the early years of outcast, and the very presence of the tribe was seriously undermined.

To the general population who knew only to live in the woodland, did not know different dialects, had no garments and did not go to class, an enlightened life was a stun.”

The 8 point art cafe witnessed her presence yesterday and the aura of the atmosphere resounded with the voices of the Batwa people for about 24 minutes. What I became more acquainted with about her when I interacted with her is that, Human race ought to never be in a vast touch with innovation, rather mysticism has more noteworthy impact. She said that it was unexpected to discover about the Batwa dwarfs and their group, when I brought up a question in the matter of what drove her to arrive up to take the issue of Batwa!

"Myself with Anna Bohlmark"
The effort she has taken to bring up and showcase the condition of the pygmies down there should have been really cumbersome. To review it, her 24 minutes short film was definitely an intellectual, creative and productive piece of work. To quote it, I can use without prejudice; it was “Prolific and Profound.”


A great humanitarian, she has plans up in her mind to take up new issues and work on it. It was good to connect with Ms. Anna Maria Bohlmark and have some views shared. May all her future endeavors bear fruits at its best!

Friday, January 22, 2016

Postcards right away from Sri Lanka!



"Stilt Fishermen, Koggala"
"Kiri Viharaya, Polonnaruwa"
                                                           I was enthralled by the fresh postcards that found my doorsteps a few days back all the way from Ja-Ela, Sri Lanka. A pack of 12 calling out the splendor and serenity of Sri Lanka’s admired tourist destinations, sunsets, backdrops etc. I would have never yearned for anything more. Just after books, I have a strange proclivity to postcards. 

The protagonist of my today’s blog entry is Ms. Dalreen Sebastian, an avid reader of all my writings and who sees me too close as one in her family. In short, I am her younger brother and she is my elder sister. Though born of another mother, she has always been there for me as a support. Just like my own true blood brother supports me.

"Sigiriya"
Take a look at these beautiful postcards. If any of my readers wants a postcard from me, inbox me your address. Sure to reach your mailbox anytime soon!
"Yapahuwa"

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Thought for Wednesday.


Feed your brains folks! Here we go…


Something that occurred to me while I was doing my personal chores. But it is in fact a universal truth. Believe me on that quote. Though authored by me, it’s a fact.
Why don’t you guys try it out! It really works.
If you want to stand out as a person with the ‘special’ tag, apply this in your life. You will admire to have found the real yourself in you. Don’t go after whatever all wants, whatever all opts or whatever all wants to become.
I’ve shared my little secret with you all. Glad to let the world know of it. So, lets call it a day. 

Monday, January 18, 2016

The Art of Writing.



                                                               “A writer is someone who spends years patiently trying to discover the second being inside him, and the world that makes him who he is: when I speak of writing, what comes first to mind is not a novel, a poem or literary tradition, it is a person who shuts himself up in a room, sits down at a table, and alone, turns inward; amid its shadows, he builds a new world with words.”
-Orhan Pamuk

How does that appeal to you? I can’t just deny those facts but agree to it. Something which all writers wants to convey! Writers are not just usual people. They are very different from others that you will come across in your daily life. Solitary confinement that they force upon themselves, keeping away from people, partying and attending social gatherings; a writer molds himself to a distinct entity. People call them introverts and anti-social. But that’s ignorance.

Personally speaking, I wasn’t gifted with the eloquence to write as I do now. The fine choice of words, the imaginary building up of a character, his or her pain, societal repugnance etc. doesn’t come along that easily. Framing oneself in the beginning stages and then years in solitude makes him vomit words which remained indigestible in his gut.

Likewise I’m proud to say that I was never a product of the society. I stayed away from everything since years and that what makes you to slip into the pit of estranged loneliness, brings forth the pain, dilemma and questions inside you. It’s the same for all. Writing wasn’t my cup of tea exactly but now it is! As of now, I’m slipping away into poetry. Poetry never occurs to me. If it did, it was once in a blue moon. I admired the proliferation of poets and the way they portrayed their ideas. But the perfect medium to spit out your emotions is poetry itself I believe.

I’m conceiving ideas and giving birth to poems! Poems that has depth and only appeals to people who can plant them in their intellect and construe their meaning. Ending my words for the thought marking the 50th blog entry for Noesis of Imagination.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

"Prey"



Conceived 
I was 
In my mother's womb,
Bearing curses 
As brothers and sisters!

Born
I was in distress
For no-one liked my visage,
For being a girl!

Growing up
I am
In adversity and discontentment
For being a symbol of 
Misogyny!  

Ambiguous 
My life dangles on the barren plain,
To waste away in the
Hands of a male chauvinist.

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

This means a lot to me !


 Feeling pretty amazed to the fact that my blog garners readers from different parts of the world rather than restricting its wings to the home country alone.

My blog is doing well even after qualifying itself with the tag of a personal blog with memoirs, short stories, poetry, events, musings, etc.

Extending my heartfelt regards to all. Keep reading and drop in your valuable comments and feedback either at mariaclustoncletus@gmail.com or inbox in twitter at ImaNoesis.

It really feels good to know from the Live News Feed that when readers from United States, Sri Lanka, U.A.E, Germany, Poland, Canada, France, Netherlands, Singapore etc take a regular peep at my blog, it indirectly appeals to the fact that my blog is worth reading and has content worth their taste. Looking forward for more readers. 

Good day ahead to all!

Saturday, January 09, 2016

An apology to my readers..



11/01/2016
What you see above is the imagery of a poem in duodecet ( a 12 line poem) i had written here. I am taking the poem down due to the fact that my readers say it has good content in it and it's worth publishing.

Apologies for taking it down to add to my collection and thanks for lending your comments. 

Keep reading. More posts to come... 

Friday, January 08, 2016

8 Point Art Cafe

“Unveiling the drape of Art & Literature”

                                                           An art cafe in Kollam. Believe it or not! I was stupefied the previous day on seeing the recently inaugurated “ 8 point Art Cafe” in Kollam besides the backwaters of Ashtamudi Lake. Tracing the baptismal name of “ 8 point” goes to run under the fact that the gallery is situated on the banks of Ashtamudi Lake, which has eight creeks and it also symbolizes the eight forms of art and 8 point brush that painters use widely. The 8 point Gallery cafe is the first art cafe in the city of Kollam having the status of international standards.  Located inside the campus of Asramam guest house, in a remodeled assembling, ‘Parambarya’; this art gallery cum cafe reaches out to lure the attention of art and literature addicts.

"The artistic touch"
To be more frank, I felt I was in Seventh Heaven. A place which can’t be defined in words. Kollam never saw a major development in showcasing art ever before through a set platform. And now there it goes with the “8 point Art Cafe”.

Do I need to describe the aura and composure of the place. Take a look at these pictures and quench your souls but to feel it in real; be sure that you don’t skip to visit the place. 


"Serenity undisturbed"
Despite the fact that my bustling calendars never left me to be as on my wish, yesterday I took a leap! A leap for meeting up with the  “Walking Book fairs; Books-On-Wheels”, a road trip across India which started their way up from Bhubhaneshwar covering a distance of 10,000 kms in around 20 states aimed at the basic notion to promote reading habits paying little heed to age. Starting from Orissa to Chattisgarh, Telangana, Andhra Pradesh, Tamil Nadu; they drove into Kerala, the 6th state and found their place at the “8 point Art Cafe”. 

"To the bibliophiles, with love: Books on Wheels"
Started by two bibliophiles, Akshay and Satabdi, 'Walking Book Fair' is a unique initiative under which the duo has many future plans in their head even while pursuing to inculcate and promote reading.

Most importantly, it was great getting together with folks who had exacting taste in art and books, making my day slip into the world of words. I was unawares to the fact that time was flying.

Apart from the paintings by famous artists, there ran another expo of drawings and paintings by children of small age; subject matter being rounded about to the Ashtamudi lake and the surroundings. My attention caught sight of two works done in two water colors; one by Jicky and the other one in acrylic by Dainu . Their imaginative persona was beyond words.

The perfect and balanced blend of colors to create impressions are noteworthy and should be highly applauded. That is what art is. It is absurd. From absurdity is art born. They take forms, evolve and attract those born into art and culture.

A treat to eyes and an excellent abode for art geeks, "8 point" is the spot that i craved for in Kollam. Hats off to the curator and organizers to putting this up with zeal and dedication.

Eagerly waiting for my next visit to mix up words and imagination to give treat to my Noesis. 
 
"Can i find a better writing space than this!"

Thursday, January 07, 2016

Touched by Loneliness- Part III

He didn't care to give his brain extra work to figure out as to who was there at the door, direly wanting his presence for the hour. He waited to hear another bell to get out of the washroom. No sooner had he such thought, than there was another bell at the door accompanied by someone calling out, "Anyone here!”

He walked out of the washroom letting his bare body to drip off the water without wiping it leaving the trails of water on the floor. He strolled towards the dressing table and stood in front of it; his manhood uncovered, his scarred mind and soul open and bleeding.

Another bell rang again and he showed no signs of movement from where he stood gazing at his reflection. He might have felt that it was unnecessary to race to the door to attend someone who is in need when a person so wounded in every sense was left unattended by the world.

Those eyes which has lost its spark and glaze, now stands gazing at his weak reflection squandering without end for quite a while. The doorbell stopped ringing and the eeriness of the room came back again. His gaze turned away from the mirror to the table which were disoriented with strips of colored tablets and pills. He stooped forward and searched for the strips containing blue round tablets. The dim light in his room made it too trying for him for figure out what he was searching. He opened the drawer halfheartedly to see whether he could find them in.  

To his surprise, he found something lying on the floor. Something that fell while he took the towel from the cupboard, though for no use. His hunt for the tablets and his curiosity for what was lying down on the floor made his mind trigger for a tug of war.

Shutting the thought of tablets, he took what was lying on the floor. It was a photograph! A photograph which he shouldn’t have seen then….

( To be continued)

Wednesday, January 06, 2016

She...

I lay down in the green pastures….
Kissing the grass, touching and feeling them tickle me,
I can smell the soggy earth,
Grasshoppers hopping around me,
Dragonflies hovering above as if they are shielding me.
The dandelions are being blown away by the small breeze,
How beautiful is this that the world now revolves around me!
I feel a bliss! A bliss and kiss of nature on me…




Tuesday, January 05, 2016

"Noesis of Imagination" means!

                                                                 It’s since 1.5 years I created my blog. Right from then, when people come to know about my blog and after taking a peep at my site; they ask me, ‘What is Noesis?’What do you mean by Noesis of Imagination?
As of late, some of those who came across my blog, asked me the same!

There we go now comprehending the meaning of the word. Noesis is a Greek word alluding to perception of the mind, what the nous does. In more plain words it is the perception of the mind. The pronunciation and the part of speech is given for your reference.
noesis
noun  no·e·sis  \nōˈēsə̇s\

Whereas imagination to mean the faculty or action of forming new ideas, or images or concepts of external objects not present to the senses.Thus for my readers who blink their eyes on hearing my blog’s name, feed your questions with my clean and short interpretation.
“Noesis of Imagination simply means the perception of creativeness or ingenuity.”

Monday, January 04, 2016

What's your answer?


 Have you ever pondered or considered the heart blending question? 

“What do you see when you don't see anything!”

This struck my mind on this Saturday morning and I began to think on it to such an extent. So much that it continues going by my brain from time to time. Furthermore, neither would I be able to locate an appropriate thinking to bolster my spirit with it. 

How do you consider it? I asked a few individuals the same inquiry including my sibling; who let me know "Darkness" at initially joined by two different answers-'The anxiety to see' or 'Suffocation'. Probably it is in a way right; while I got no answers from the other two individuals to whom I brought up the same issue.

The question is now a serious eyebrow raiser for me. What do you see when you don't see anything?

On one point of view, the visually impaired can be thought about and then again the ordinary people like us, who can see the ecstasy and indefinite quality of everything must be contemplated.


It all depends upon the imagination and perception of living forces! Anyway this question has become a thought provoking one to stir my brain. Why don't you try answering the question? Can you let me know your answers please?

Friday, January 01, 2016

On a literary note

                                                       
        Franz Kafka is a German writer who has affected me to a considerable measure. In the by gone year, many a times I read his books, soaked up his quotes and now I’m by substantial, a bad-to-the-bone admirer of this individual. Viewed as one of the significant figures of twentieth century writing, his work, wires components of authenticity and the fantasy. It's stunned on our part when he investigates topics of distance, existential uneasiness, blame, and foolishness. 

I went over and read one of his finest work, "The Metamorphosis" in the most recent year. I ought to say honestly that the term which ought to have cited me since years ought to have been "Kafkaesque",  which is the peculiar way of his writing.

I've mentioned some of his quotes here:

“Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.” 

“I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound or stab us. If the book we're reading doesn't wake us up with a blow to the head, what are we reading for? So that it will make us happy, as you write? Good Lord, we would be happy precisely if we had no books, and the kind of books that make us happy are the kind we could write ourselves if we had to. But we need books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea within us. That is my belief.” 

“You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.” 

“I need solitude for my writing; not 'like a hermit' - that wouldn't be enough - but like a dead man.” 

“I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.” 

“I am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplicable, to tell about something I only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones. Basically it is nothing other than this fear we have so often talked about, but fear spread to everything, fear of the greatest as of the smallest, fear, paralyzing fear of pronouncing a word, although this fear may not only be fear but also a longing for something greater than all that is fearful.”

Dig deep into his works and find the mystery of life. If he was still alive, i would have longed to meet him once. A man of profound scars. I devote my first blog entry of the year to the colossal Franz Kafka.