'Adieu 2014'

                                                                2014 is going to end up in only 2 days. This may be likely the last blog post of the year. Thinking back, i don't comprehend what i earned in not long from now. I've been the same person as in the yesteryear's; with the exception of the way that i turned into an unquenchable binge reader. 

Honestly, Life was tough. Met some exceptionally wonderful individuals on a fundamental level amid the twelve month period. It was during this period, a thought of blog came up. I know well that i'm a toddler in the field of writing, but coming up with the idea of blog and laying a foothold was commendable on my part. 

Blended with a less number of individuals, i don't lament anything. There is a greater sense of feeling in a person who has climbed the hill of loneliness; the Solitude. 

On the work front, i had numerous issues that disturbed me the year long. To find time for reading was a challenge.When i think again at what my life was, i can't follow out any significant changes. 

The book that i read last was 'The Alchemist'. It said individuals have a dream and that they ought to tail it. I haven't sensed my dream yet. Actually, i never got dreams. 

Looking forward what Life is going to offer me in 2015....yet there are no expectations, wishes or commitments. 

Learnt one very important thing on an abstract concept,'Love'

"TRUE LOVE ACTUALLY HURTS TOO MUCH"

But one thing i can assure myself...I have lost my soul and the pith of Life.

"O star of wonder, star of night"

"O star of wonder, star of night,
Star with royal beauty bright.
Westward leading, still proceeding, 
Guide us to thy perfect light"

No big surprise, this is my star at home.This month doesn't offer intimation to be the Christmas breezy month rather a rainy and cloudy one. Most of the places in Kerala receive a considerable amount of rainfall now. Rain is just like that. When you yearn for it, it won't turn up, yet it takes a swing at sudden times.

Gracious i'm simply straying from the point.Right from my adolescence, Christmas was dependably an interest for me. That special season and climate, the adorned Christmas trees, the well set Christmas crib, the paper star hanging and swaying along with the breeze. That was a time. Really.

Things changed so fast. Stars made from bamboo are not to be seen. The casuarina trees which we used as Christmas trees in my childhood have been replaced with artificial Christmas trees, which are very easily available in the market.

Thank God, that Christmas carols have not been wiped off as such. At least by hearing Silent Night, Joy to the World or Jingle Bells playing in the background, one can feel that it is the season of 'X' Mas.

It's December

                                              It is after quite a while that i am once again to my blogging page. October twentieth was my last blog. In the middle of an excess of things happened.The sad demise of my boss, a somewhat long leave, mental and physical agony...the list goes on. Today is December 3rd leaving 21 days for Christmas and 28 days for the next Grand year 2015 ( it is an even number when added; for superstitious people). 

Missed my blogging page for about two months. I had no methods recuperating or turning up to give space. I missed my Indi-blogging community as well (pondering what my rank would have been there when i was off). Anyway i am back in this Christmas season with reminiscence of the time.